dimanche 1 janvier 2012

A PIECE OF ME:MY MOTHER

  • Here, i want to talk about a part of my life.You know, many people have a good childhood and others a bad one,but for me was special...I grew up without my mother because we were in africa and when i was three, my parents have divorced and she came to germany to start a new life.So i lived with my father and his second whife and their kids.Seriously i loved to be with my step brothers and sisters. When i was 12years old, i learned that my step mother wasn't my mother and my real lived in germany.So everything changed in my head,i has so many questions:how is she?Is she beautiful?Do i look like her ?and so many.But no one can respond to these because it was tabou to talk about her at home and it made me sad and more curious.
  • I was 22 years old when i decided to find her and to live with her ...IT WAS WRONNG
  • Have you already dreamed of something which is for years forbidden and a day you say"i don't care, i want it because i know from the bottom of my heart that it is a good good thing for me and i will like it for sure"?? YES? this is the thing i've done when i decided to live with her and my father was very sad.
  • AND ME TOO... because there was the one biggest mistake of my life until now.
  • SHE WAS EVERYTHING THAT I DON'T LIKE AND DON'T WANT TO BE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE AND I'VE SO MUCH CRIED AND MY HEART HAS BLOODDED FOR PAIN...IT WAS THREE YEARS AGO BUT NOW I MAKE  MY OWN WAY. 
  •  I LEARNED ONE THING:
  • A MOTHER IS THE ONE WHO KNOWS HOW TO CHERISH YOU AND TO SUPPORT YOU. DON'T CARE THAT SHE GAVED YOU BIRTH OR ADOPTED YOU...YOU ARE BLESSED TO HAVE HER AND DON'T FORGET TO SAY HER A SPECIAL "THANK YOU", TO CHERISH HER AND TO SUPPORT HER LIKE SHE DOES WITH YOU, BECAUSE SHE'S ALSO A HUMAN BEING. A WOMEN WHO NEEDS YOUR LOVE TOO.
  • SO SPECIAL BIG UP TO THE WOMEN WHO LOVE THEIR CHILDEN AND DONE EVERYTHING TO MAKE THEM HAPPY !!